⇒Creation, something from nothing, attentively with deficits disordering sentences; horror, sci-fi, steampunk, fiction with a bit of non-? Motivation through lapses, striving through monotonous drudges of daily issuances deemed necessary. Breakthrough weighty iron lids threatening to close their wakeful parabolic shape into flat earth slits to fade in a lucid expanse within the darkness therein.
⇒Goals, purpose, and portraying all that would never happen and all that ever could. Make the decisions you never would, make all the mistakes that were never made, but could have been; should have been. Nonplussed, but still striving.